Starting this blog because at this moment, in this space nothing seems to release or break or work. I am exhausted. I am reluctant. I am already feeling unearthed slightly. Exposed by x. That's me. I've seen this before. People or a person writing an unedited version of themselves to share in hopes of it somehow helping. This is my attempt. Don't judge. Don't walk into this thinking you'll understand everything. This is my weird little way of digging myself out of this hole I buried myself in.